J.Volterra

Question.

2010-12-09T08:13:00.000-08:00

What have I done?
I don't deserve this.

Return.

2010-12-06T08:10:00.000-08:00

It's been AGES since I've last blogged here.
Oh well, Tumblr won't seem to load and I need to blog to kill time so, yeah.

I miss school.
I really miss school.
Staying home and waiting for some form of entertainment to arrive sucks.
When I say entertainment, I mean TV shows or Internet games or Text messages or Calls.
Don't think dirty.

Bintan trip's arriving.
Sort of half-hearted.
I won't have a partner with me.
Like, If I wanna jetski, I gotta do it alone and stuff.
Maybe I am wrong.

4 days it may be but I am sure as hell gonna miss my friends.
Oh well.

CHRISTMAS is coming.
EXCITED!

Alrighty! Off to watch Miami Ink.

Peace!

Announcement.

2010-11-22T01:46:00.000-08:00

I doubt the message will get passed on so,

Please DO NOT CALL OR TEXT MY HANDPHONE for the time being.
Incase of a need to contact me, FACEBOOK MESSAGE OR E-MAIL me.
I cannot assure you a reply tho'.

I just need to get away from everything.

Bob Marley

2010-11-20T05:39:00.000-08:00

Truth is, Everybody is gonna hurt you.
You just gotta find the ones worth suffering for.

-Bob Marley.

I'm still finding.

Just a post.

2010-11-17T10:46:00.000-08:00

I realised that when I miss someone, I get really crazy.
That happens also when I am bored.

The thing is, I don't like goodbyes.
Never will.
If you wanna abandon me or like leave me whatever, do it secretly.
I don't exactly know how but when you're desperate, you'll figure out a way.
Know what I mean?

Paranoia kicks in every night.
And with that, comes Insomnia.
I can't sleep. Why? Because I'm thinking of everything.
EVERY.DAMN.THING.

Sometimes, I just want to run away to some other country to escape whatever's happening here ; the drama, the betrayal, the loneliness.
"He's seeking attention. Totally" may be running through your heads right now but this is my blog, I say what I want.

I shall go sleep.
Atleast I know whatever I dream of tonight isn't real.

Peace!

Gone.

2010-11-17T04:02:00.000-08:00

Where Art Thou?

Depart.

2010-11-16T02:23:00.000-08:00

Helpless, as I watch you leave.

Worth.

2010-11-11T02:55:00.001-08:00

Second Chances.

2010-11-10T02:12:00.000-08:00

SECOND CHANCES.
They don't matter, people never change.

Random shit.

2010-11-08T05:18:00.000-08:00

TO THE VIEWING GALLERIES!
TO THE SKY TRAINS!
TO THE KEROSENE BURN IN S.I.A PLANES!

Dang, I miss galavanting around the Airport.
Lifeless but CHANGI is da shit.

Sometimes, I'm feelin' so alone.
Ohmygod, people walk around parks or go to the beach.
But I sit on the comfortable seats at the Viewing galleries and watch planes take off/taxi/land.
It gives me a sense of belonging (weird but true).
Like, I BELONG THERE!
Peace and serenity.

Peace!

Keeps me sane.

2010-11-07T18:28:00.000-08:00

I feel like I need everyone else so much more than they need me.

This is when I loose it.

2010-11-07T06:39:00.000-08:00

You're nothing but a DIRTY ASS HOE.
You're nothing but a lying, cheating FUCKFACE.

Oh hell, do I only exist when you need something?
Seriously? Now, I ask myself why I even tried.
What's the point? Where's the sense in even trying to make this work?

You're such a shitface. If you can't bear with my existence then FUCKING TELL ME.
I can't do much, more like I won't do much but maybe get the fuck out of your 'little circle'?
Ohmygod, I swear man, If I could freaking rip your face off, I would.
YOU PISS ME OFF.
Watch me SHOVE my MIDDLE FINGER in YOUR FACE tomorrow.
Just watch me do it.

SHIT HOLE. FUCK FACE. CHAOCHEEBAI. LANJIAO. KANINA. ASSWIPE. DOUCHEBAG. SCUMBAG. CUNT. BASTARD. SON OF A NICE WOMAN.

Read it upside down.

2010-11-06T23:55:00.001-07:00

noh ss!w

Betty white jokes and piglets.

2010-11-06T08:47:00.000-07:00

LOL!

I LOVE BABY PIGS.

They're so adorable.

A Faf kinda thing.

2010-11-04T09:29:00.000-07:00

Myself.

2010-11-04T06:57:00.000-07:00

Emo hour.

2010-11-03T04:01:00.000-07:00

Pictures.

2010-11-02T10:26:00.000-07:00

I have always liked Wall-E.

Although the first time I watched it, I kept fooling around.

This is so very true.

& yes, I wish I didn't care.

But it's hard not to aye.

Peace out.

2010-10-31T01:45:00.000-07:00

Alwida.

Bitches.

Choices.

2010-10-30T05:43:00.000-07:00

Aerospace Engineering @ Temasek Polytechnic.
Accounting @ Ngee Ann Polytechnic.
Business with Engineering @ Singapore Polytechnic.
Aviation Management & Services @ Temasek Polytechnic.

Hm. Maybe the 1st, 2nd and 4th.
:D

Burden.

2010-10-29T10:03:00.000-07:00

Need to lift this burden off my back.

Ta-meng-ah.

2010-10-29T01:50:00.000-07:00

WIPEOUT!
Makes meh happeh!

Credits to Niki's blog.
We both agree that the *Cantonese words* ERIC! *cantonese words* part is hilarious.
Okay, I DON'T KNOW WHYYYY THE OTHERS AREN'T LAUGHING?
Put Niki and I there, we'll burst out into laughter.
We'll probably cheer for a cat fight.

"Linkingchapchilinkinparkyoah!"...I heard that at some point.
LOL!

I love the part where the short hair girl gasps for air.
Oh & THE LAST PART !

Peace!

Fragments of my imagination.

2010-10-27T13:54:00.000-07:00

At some point, I'm just not going to care anymore.
So, make this worth it.

I.LOVE.BLACK.&.WHITE.PICTURES

Peace!

Extinct.

2010-10-26T03:28:00.000-07:00

It is great knowing that at some point in your life, I existed.

How about now?

I'm too cool for ya.
And you ask why I do it.

Peace!

Farewell.

2010-10-25T06:06:00.000-07:00

I hate goodbyes.
But I will have to bid farewell to you, Distinction for English.

Totally shattered.

In.Your.Ugly.Ass.Face

2010-10-24T08:40:00.001-07:00

Watch as I shatter into a million pieces.

Not as affected anymore.
:D
Continuation of post title : That I love.

Peace!

Imma bee.

2010-10-23T11:55:00.000-07:00

Imma be Imma be Imma be Imma busy bumble bee.

Schedule for today :

1130-1 : Mr. Tan's tuition.
2-4 : Punjabi tuition (Shyte)
4-5 : Travel from Hougang green to Kovan to get Mathematical set and Black A3 paper.
5-515: Walk back home.
515-615: Take a chill pill and panic for English.
615 onwards : ENGLISH ENGLISH ENGLISH!

So yes, My schedule.

Holllyyyyyyy. I'm doing a Math paper 2 now. Ultimate stress. Weird weird questions.

I AM A SURVIVOR!

Peace!

Hallelujah.

2010-10-22T07:31:00.001-07:00

I like the edit!

Someone said this to me today :
Sometimes, the one who annoys you at any point is the one who loves you the most.

Uh, okay. Thanks?

Today's thunder storm was seriously not on silent mode.
I swear, everywhere I went, lightning was just above me.
Got drenched on the way to school. Wooh.

Library. Canteen. Home. Power Napped. Facebook. And soon, MATHEMATICS!
I suddenly love Math a lot.

I am 95% prepared for O levels.
I'll be 110% by Monday!
Shall not waste anymore time.

Peace!

Honestly.

2010-10-22T02:31:00.000-07:00

Not me.

In all honesty, I really don't give a fuck.
Trust me, I don't.

Edge.

2010-10-21T07:31:00.000-07:00

Science practical sucked.
Brown precipitate Brown precipitate Brown precipitate, CO2 absent but H2 present.
Fuck this.
I wrote the complete opposite ; CO2 present, H2 absent. My initial intention was to put H2 present. Guess it was the rush for time.
Physics practical was completely alien. Seriously, Electricity would've been much better.
Thanks to you O level practical, Some of us are in distraught.
But we are Survivors. We WILL beat the shit out of you. Hopefully.

I guess today's a very UNLUCKY day.
Almost everyone isn't feeling too good.
That includes me.
Seriously, hope is being given up. Today's paper kinda affected me a lot.
It affected me more when it affected the ones around me.
Seriously.

Dear lord, Guide me through this treacherous path with surprises at every corner. Bestow upon me confidence to answer every question. I want to be able to get all questions correct, excluding accuracy and etc. I will do my part. Amen.

I don't like seeing people down.
I don't like seeing myself down.

I'm left by myself.
Where are you?

Peace!

Music makes me dance.

2010-10-19T13:15:00.000-07:00

Just a little update on the songs I've been listening to recently.
I know no one cares what I listen to but.....yeah.

I like the way she says Baby. Melody thornton still stands first place in "PERSON WHO SAYS BABY BEST IN THEIR SONG"

Her voice! (L)

I thank god I grew up with the Backstreet Boys playing on the radio almost everyday.
I swear man, GOOD MUSIC WAS MADE BACK THEN! Backstreet boys, Nsync, Britney spears, Mary mary and etc.
Thank you god!

Peace!

I tell myself.

2010-10-18T05:57:00.000-07:00

Everything's gonna be ALRIGHT.
Maybe not today but
EVENTUALLY.

The big O.

2010-10-18T04:33:00.000-07:00

A week left till' the start of 'O' level written papers.
Dear god, bless me. Amen!

I am PANICKING!
I can't panic too much today cos' I've got a terrible headache.
So yeah, I'll presume EXTREME PANICKING tomorrow.

I.CAN.DO.THIS!

Peace!

Thy great JASMEEN.

2010-10-13T08:06:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY!
BEANS/JAZZ AZZ/JASMINT/JAZZMEEEEEN/JASMUNDO/FOOH DAWG/FOOH/JASMOON/JASAMEENA/OI/ DUDE/WOMAN.

Ohmeeegosh you awesome person you! Now that you're 17, you're LEGALLY ALLOWED TO DRIVE!........................................in your country lah. My country have to wait till 21. A bit stress but I'm handling it well. HAHAHAHAH!

Anyhoo, ALL THE BEST FOR SPM AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!! A+ FTW!
Nice picture right? *Points to the top*.......I lost the other picture. I know you're nice enough to forgive me lah right?.............right? *panic*

Okay so, HOW LONG HAVE WE KNOWN EACH OTHER?!?!?!?!?!?! Almost a YEAR!
SNAPBALLZ! I swear you're BEYOND AWESOME LAH! Like, No words can describe the immensity of your awesomeness!
I remember that EL MONSTERO thing and the recent SLUT thing. HAHAHAHAHAH!

KARAOKE HORH! And this time, I'M READY.............Sorta.

HAVE A GREAT 17TH!

Peace!

Clumsy.

2010-10-11T08:24:00.000-07:00

I walked into my bedroom wall AGAIN.

Okay so, I'm sick. Terrible flu.
Tearing,sneezing,flu-ing(?!) all at once.
Fml.
Hopefully I'm fit for school tomorrow.
Beats staying at home.

I want a McSpicy meal UPSIZE.
Mega crave lah.

Peace!

Ambition.

2010-10-10T09:47:00.000-07:00

I WANT TO BE UNDER THE MASS COMMUNICATION FIELD ; JOURNALIST/ REPORTER.

NO! I WANT TO BE UNDER THE BUSINESS AND FINANCE FIELD ; BANKER.

NO! I WANT TO BE UNDER THE AVIATION FIELD ; AEROSPACE ENGINEER/ AIR TRAFFIC CONTROLLER/ PILOT!!!!!!

Excuse the Bold word in red and you guys can see that I've not made up my mind yet.
In a months' time, it'll be me facing the world.
I will have to make my decision fast.

Snap.

Peace!

Decision.

2010-10-10T08:05:00.001-07:00

It's not up to me anymore.
If you want me in your life, you'll find a way to put me there.

Not worth my time.

2010-10-10T06:41:00.000-07:00

So, I've come to a conclusion that you're not worth it.
It's not like I was in your priority list anyway.
So here's a BIG FAT FUCK YOU to you :)

Cos Cee Lo Green said so.

I'm not gonna cry.
I'll simply shove my Middle finger in your face and walk off smiling.
Try me, bitch :)

Peace!

Jean Yip.

2010-10-10T04:48:00.000-07:00

I got a $10 haircut for $23.40.
I feel hot.

Oh, I got complimented by the hairdresser.
She claims that I am model material.
........Aunty, got see the amount of fats I have or not?
But thanks anyway. :)

Peace!

Early bird.

2010-10-09T08:02:00.000-07:00

I should tell you before someone else does.
But I can already picture your reaction if I were to tell you.
Not a good one.
I should let go. Let go. Let go. Let go.
Move on.

Use somebody.

2010-10-08T10:03:00.000-07:00

Credits : N.Syaffeeeeeeeeeeey.

School was kinda "stressful" today.
It's the last day for the 4Es and Jonathan.
Next Friday's the last day for the rest of the graduating cohort (Mainly 5Ns) before our study break.
One week left, ENDURE.

I'm physically,mentally and emotionally drained.
2 weeks left till the start of O levels and I am beat.
During Morning assembly today, I heard something really encouraging.
Quoted from V.principal "Rest if you must but don't you quit"

I'm exhausted, really.
I have had enough for today.
Too many things took place in such a short period of time.
It's too much for me to handle.
By the way, I still do not know what I did wrong.

I feel that I'm of no importance to you.
I can't speak a word about it but I can tell you that I'm hurt.
I'm not your toy. My feelings are not to be toyed with.

My bed screams for me to go lie on it.
Maybe I should.
G'night.

I may be tired but you're more important.

Peace!

Math Mock Paper II

2010-10-07T05:13:00.000-07:00

I would really love to see that one day.

Math mock paper II was fine.

Satisfied with my answers.
I love completing the square and solving for X.

Today is SUPER EXHAUSTED day.
The weight of my eyelids, the blurry vision, the lethargy.
I needed my bed so badly.

I hate this empty feeling and sense of betrayal. You might not have done anything wrong but I keep assuming you did. Which is not right at all.

And so I've been told.
But words won't bring me down.
Too bad, it already did.

Peace!

Hurt.

2010-10-06T03:27:00.000-07:00

When a guy cries himself to sleep.

Caught in this tidal wave.

2010-10-05T00:19:00.000-07:00

Holding on to what I'm feeling.

Deserved it.

2010-10-04T09:08:00.000-07:00

I totally deserved what I got today. Like you said, It's MY fault. No one else's but mine. Who was the one being too sensitive? Piss off.

Walked up to class knowing that after school, I had to go meet you.
Moody. Very moody.
A kind soul brightened up my day. Shirley baked me BIRTHDAY MUFFINS.
Awesome! \m/

Concentration level was on level 8 out of 10.
I love that Physics paper.
Made me happy.
Okay so, I have chemistry left to revise and I'm done for tonight.

O levels is in 21 days time.
I can't wait for it to start.
Really.

You're not sorry.

Peace!

Mah homies.

2010-10-03T07:33:00.000-07:00

I HEARTXZXZXZXZ MY HOMIES.

SEVENTEEN.

2010-10-03T07:07:00.000-07:00

to me!

Oh HAYLE YEAH!
I am 17.
Nice age.
Another year till I'm legal for almost everything that makes up LIFE.

Mees.

2010-09-30T06:37:00.000-07:00

I'm only human.
And humans miss one another.
So yeah, you get it.

Like a blizzard.

2010-09-29T07:53:00.000-07:00

Brain's not functioning that well.
It was the Math paper one.
I know it is.
Carelessness kills. :(

Oh, WHO WOULDN'T AGREE THAT BEANS IS SUCH A CUTE NICKNAME?

LOOK. Who wouldn't? HAHAHAH!

Peace!

Good Enough.

2010-09-28T06:27:00.000-07:00

Current Theme song of my life.

Jagabee,

2010-09-28T04:45:00.000-07:00

New nickname.
Thanks to FELICIA. :D
Get honored, your name's on my blog. :O

So today was productive.
I managed to complete a full Physics paper during After-school-Studying-Programme.
I made up that term so yeah.
Oh yeah, SOME BITCH OF BITCH GAVE ME THAT FACE?!?!
Girl friend, I.will.rip.your.fuckin'.face.off.
Comprende?
Vete perra la verga, Asswipe.

Hm what else?
Oh yeah, finally got the hang of Social Studies.
iie lubb euux Sociial Studiies. Mwahx.
Correction, iie lubb euux everi subbject dat iie take, okiex? Mwahx eeu upsiide downn.

Bored.
I shall SHOWER POWER, EAT MY DINNER AND THEN HIT THE BOOKS.
Dear TYS(s), I love you so let me do you. :)
Learnt from Ah Ho Xue' er.

Oh by the way, I still want to kill you.
Piss off bitch:)

Peace!

Games.

2010-09-27T03:17:00.000-07:00

I've fallen too deep.
& now your sick twisted games are hurting me badly.
I don't let anyone off easily.
I will NOT spare you.
Drop.Dead.Serious.

Bored.

2010-09-26T10:13:00.000-07:00

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
Eh, don't think so.

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
Just today.

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
Hells yeah!

4. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
Nope!

5. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
Ofcourse! :)

6. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
Only service I offer.

7. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
Yeahp!

8. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
Yeahp! But I'd probably scream like a girl but who cares aye? I'd still do it!

9. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
Fruit loops.

10. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
Nope.

11. THIS IS A FREE ONE, PUT ANYTHING:
I LIKE BIG BUTTS AND I CANNOT LIE :) You other brothers can't deny. when a girl walks in with a itty bitty waist and a round thing in your face you get SPRUNG!

12. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
Lime sorbet.

13. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
HAHAHAHAH! Jasmeen should know lah.

14. RED OR PINK?
Pink. \m/

15. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
My fats.

16. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
Hm, My uncle.

17. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST?
Uh. No?

18. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
No shoes and I'm wearing my XMS shorts (Black)

19. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
The wind howl.

20. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU be?
Caramel.

21. FAVORITE SMELLS?
1] Victoria's secret perfumes.
2] My cologne.
3] Hot chocolate.
4] Candy.
5] Shampoo.

22. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Jonathan.

23. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
Eee..nawh.

24. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
Soccer. LIVERPOOL BITCHES:D

25. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
Nope. 60/60 so I'm perfect.

26. FAVORITE FOOD?
Steak.

27. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
Scary movies.

28. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
Can't remember. Have not been the the movies for quite some time.

29. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
Old SJAB corp tee. White and Black.

30. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Winter.

31. HUGS OR KISSES?
Hisses. HAHAHAHAHAHAH! Cannot decide lah so both.

32. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
LOL!

33. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?!
Are you bloody insane? *says this with a British accent*

34. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
The lost symbol. I'm still reading it. HAHAHAHA. Stopped at chapter 10!

35. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
A mouse?

36. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
Ugly Betty S4.

37. FAVORITE SOUND(S).
Hippity hop beats.

38. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FLOWER?
Anyone that's blue.

39. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
Anywhere I go seems like a ZILLION miles away from home. Home (L)

40. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
Yes. Lazy-ing.

41 WHERE WERE U BORN?
NUH! :D

42. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK?
No one.

43. HOW DID YOU MEET YOUR SPOUSE/SIGNIFICANT OTHER?
HAHAHAH, my spouse on facebook? In school.

Hogwarts.

2010-09-26T10:09:00.000-07:00

Besides all the Twilight.. I don't know what you call it, era? Fever?
Whatever.
I still remain loyal to being a fan of Harry Potter :)
I've always had a problem,not knowing which house i belong in.
Now, just to check which house I belong to..

GRYFFINDOR:

[x] You’ve never done illegal drugs
[ ] You have a lot of friends
[x] You get along with everyone
[ ] You haven’t made fun of someone for at least two months
[x] You love soccer
[ ] You love baseball
[x] You’re into writing and art
[x] Favourite music genre is pop or rock
[x] You believe in “innocent until proven guilty” theory
[x] The war against Iraq is unneeded
[ ] One of your favourite colours is red or gold
[ ] Good grades at school
[ ] One of the worst things you can do is lie
[x] You plan on going to college/university
TOTAL: 8

HUFFLEPUFF:

[ ] You’re content with mostly everything in your life right now.
[x] You laugh a lot
[ ] You like to follow trends.
[x] Politics suck.
[x] You love to swim
[ ] Water polo is awesome
[ ] Pink is one of your favorite colors
[ ] Black is morbid & depressing
[x] Michael Jackson is talented as a musical artist.
[x] You’re an optimist.
[ ] You’re completely straight-edge.
[ ] You’re very emotional
[x] Rap, R&B, & hip-hop is your favorite music genre
[x] You don’t believe in going steady at a young age
[x] You’ve made fun of at least one person this week.
TOTAL: 8

RAVENCLAW:
[x] You’re depressed to a certain extent.
[x] You love to read.
[x] You appreciate theatre & arts.
[ ] Sports suck.
[x] You’re shy.
[x] Hate is completely unneeded.
[x] Loyalty is the MOST important thing in a relationship
[ ] Indie is your favorite genre of music.
[x] Every once in awhile you have little anger outbursts.
[x] Lying is sometimes okay
[x] Blue is one of your favorite colors.
[ ] Serious is better than funny.
TOTAL: 9

SLYTHERIN:
[x] There’s at least one person you hate.
[x] Basketball is a good sport.
[x] (American) Football is amazing.
[x] Black is a cool color.
[x] You’ve lied about something serious.
[x] You’re a very deep person.
[x] You have considered suicide.
[x] Very loyal.
[x] You like metal.
[x] They make school seem more important than it is.
[x] You’re scared to grow up.
[ ] You’ve done drugs in the past month.
[x] Anger is one of your primary feelings.
[x] You have trust issues.
[ ] Guilty until proven innocent.

TOTAL: 13

SLYTHERIN BITCHES!

Shake that thang,

2010-09-26T08:13:00.000-07:00

Rotate that thang.

I'm doing a story on THE STRANGEST LETTER I HAVE RECEIVED.
Random title. Random story. Theme : Mystery.
I'm at my second paragraph. Progress.
I want to write a 6 page story. Let's see if I can accomplish it.

Okay anyways, I am gonna study Social Studies at 12.
-.-! Ohmylord.
I seriously hate this subject but I'm gonna try loving it for now.

I have never liked Ne-yo's SO SICK.
But whenever it plays on iTunes, I sing to it.
Whaddafish?
Both Niki and I hate MUSHY ASS stuff.
HAHAHAHAH! Runs in the family.....or not?

Anyways, I love conditioning my hair.
The result's SMOOTH, HYDRATED AND SLIGHTLY BROWN hair.
I like ah.

I just realized that this post is quite random but deal with it.

Hm, lemme think of something random.

Now, I am singing to BOJANGLES by PITBULL.
FML man.

This picture cracked me up so bad.
Look at the dog's face. Hilarious lah. Cannot tahan. I wanna grab and SQUEEEEEEEZE.

Okay lah, bye ah!

Peace!

Shake it off.

2010-09-25T09:57:00.000-07:00

You do, you don't.

Send me an E-MAIL.

2010-09-25T05:56:00.000-07:00

When I first heard this song, I lolled because of the lyrics.
But now, I find it catchy and fun.
HAHA!

Peace!

Graduation ceremony.

2010-09-24T06:18:00.000-07:00

So today was Xinmin's Graduation Ceremony for the 4E/4T & the 5Ns.
It was fun and also quite upsetting knowing that I'll be leaving my SECONDARY SCHOOL life soon.
As I watched the video montage, I had a flashback of the past 4.75 years in Xinmin.
I'm really gonna miss many.
Especially those whom have tolerated my BULLSHITO EXTREMO since lower sec.
:(

It was just like yesterday, that I had my Secondary 1 Orientation.
These few years have gone past so quickly.
Before I know it, I'll be in the Multi-Purpose hall with the rest of the cohort awaiting the release of our O level results.
Oh but before that, I'll be sitting for my O levels.

I dread the last day of O levels.
That'll be the day I part with my AWESOME FRIENDS for a few months.
A day without them is already unbearable. Imagine 5 whole months.
Seriously man! 5 years with these peeps.
:(

Anyways, I believe all of us WILL achieve our desired results.

Peace!

Does anybody hear me?

2010-09-23T07:41:00.000-07:00

I'm running a 100 miles an hour in the wrong direction.
Does anybody even know I'm going down today?

Numb.

2010-09-23T04:57:00.001-07:00

I like the lights turned out, the sound of closing doors.

Sometimes, I feel so alone.

Peace!

Hey baby.

2010-09-22T11:08:00.000-07:00

I used to LIKE this song.
Now, it's my ADDICTION.

Peace!

Not afraid.

2010-09-22T03:48:00.000-07:00

But it's best if I keep things to myself.

Being shameless is good.

2010-09-21T09:07:00.000-07:00

I like people with no shame.
Haha!

Peace!

What?

2010-09-21T01:17:00.000-07:00

I bet I handed up the wrong homework for Geography.
Maybe I didn't cos....well, I heard 2 landforms each from Rivers and Coasts.
But I did all landforms just to be safe.
Oh well.

Anyways, I managed to do quite a load of revision today.
Proud of myself.
*Room club V4.0*

Graduation Ceremony's this Friday.
Whee!
I am pretty excited.

Oh yeah, do not expect too many posts.
O level's just around the corner and I have not much time left.

This is getting really difficult.
No more an admiration.
I want you to go but I also want you to stay.

Peace!

Just words.

2010-09-19T06:16:00.000-07:00

I've never had the courage to tell you what I've always wanted to tell you.
It's just too difficult.
Facing you is already bad enough.
I just hate how difficult this is.

You've changed my life. I'm now something I'VE NEVER WANTED TO BECOME.
And I don't want to fall any deeper.
I have no idea how I'm going to change myself back.
I might as well enjoy whatever now and figure out the CHANGING process later.

I should move away.
It's going to be hard on me.
But who cares? You don't.

Fend for myself. Great.
Oh well,whatever that took place before was worth the time.

I need slow walks down such paths.
Trees, beautiful flowers, clear blue sky.
Serenity.

Peace!

Phone.

2010-09-18T08:01:00.000-07:00

I got so happy for nothing.
What a waste.

Lift me up.

2010-09-18T06:43:00.000-07:00

I loved this song the moment it was released a few years ago.
I LOVED IT. HAHAHAHA!
Like very motivational leh.

Peace!

-

2010-09-18T05:34:00.000-07:00

Paint the mirrors black.

Bothered.

2010-09-18T02:14:00.000-07:00

I keep thinking about you.
Annoying yet fun.

Rejoice.

2010-09-17T05:31:00.000-07:00

Naaaawh.

ART PAPER 1 IS OFFICIALLY OVER!

No more carrying those heavy boards and stressing over the contents.
No more painting. No more sketching. No more stressing.
I (L) my final piece.

I'm so happy.
I keep singing "WHEN ART IS OVER" to the tune of When love takes over.

I shall revise social studies tonight.
And do geography.
Venice for SS and Landforms of Rivers and Coasts for Geography.
Whee.

Just one chance.
Prove yourself worthy of my (L)
Hm.

Peace!

Babi is a dinosaur.

2010-09-16T04:07:00.000-07:00

Su tacto magnífico, suave.
Abracé cada segundo de él.

Tomorrow's Art Paper 1 submission.
Freaking out like hell.
Overall review : Coursework and Final piece is a million times better than N levels.

I'm glad I started revising two weeks ago.
Gives me hope.

I shall complete gluing the contents of my Cousework.

Oh and write captions.
And then, One full SS essay question to be completed and the first quarter of Venice to be revised.

I would like to thank Niki and Kris for lending me a listening ear.
I don't know what I'd do without you guys.

You can keep your files and your candy .
I'll be fine and I'll be dancing like a bad bad boy.

Peace!

Prince charming.

2010-09-15T07:09:00.000-07:00

Current favourite song.
Team Britney for life la. FOR LIFE!

Changes.

2010-09-15T04:42:00.000-07:00

I need to talk to someone.
Anyone whom I know can keep a secret.
Someone who is close to me.
Someone who wouldn't freak out and drift away when I tell them the secret.

I need to talk to ____.

I made Arthus and Kin sum bash each other up in class.
I feel so mean.

But I can be meaner.

Peace!

Weak.

2010-09-14T06:03:00.000-07:00

Physically, Mentally, Emotionally.

The late nights are really a pain.
But I must persevere.
It's only for a few more weeks and then I'll get my well deserved break.

Major eye bags.
Bloodshot eyes.
A large appetite which poofs into thin air the moment I feel stressed.

I really want to kill you.
But I miss you more than words can say.
This makes no sense.
But I still miss you.

Peace!

Piss me off, Bitch.

2010-09-14T00:18:00.000-07:00

Depressed.
Earphones in, Volume up.
Ignore the world.

Today is grumpy day.

Serious mood disorder.
It's like at one moment, I'm a happy fool screaming and cheering and at the next moment, I'm all stressed and depressed.
This cycle took place continuously throughout the whole day.
Irritant.

The bus took ages to arrive so I decided to walk back home.
The sun was scorching hot. I could feel myself getting fried under the Singapore Heat.
Home and found my blue shelf on the floor. It fell due to lack of support from the screws I guess?
Now, I have 4 visible holes in my wall. They're the size of fully grown guppies.
Lunch was pathetic. Teriyaki chicken?...........kinda sick of it.
Now, I'm in my room, staring at my walls and deciding on the topics I am gonna study for Social Studies.
Ugh, Pathetic results for that subject. I disgraced my race.Oh well.

I.HATE.YOU.
3 words, 2 people, 1 meaning.

Jagdave, Move the hell on.

Peace!

It was just a dream.

2010-09-13T11:28:00.001-07:00

Will it come true? I hope.

I'm making good progress.
Although 2002's Math paper 2 is a killer, it's still manageable.
A sense of satisfaction.

*Wise moment*
I see the horizon and beyond that horizon is my score sheet filled with A1s.
I shall row my sampan towards the horizon without stopping.
Scream.Aim.Fire.Bullseye!

Peace!

Term 4.

2010-09-13T00:49:00.000-07:00

Bloody difficult to sketch this picture.
My last three tries were EPIC FAILS.
I pity myself when I try adding colour to the sketch.

Good bye Term 3, Hello Term 4.
Once term 4's over, it's hello O LEVELS.
Freaking.Out.Really.Badly

I got back results for Math, Geography, English Paper 1 Section 2, Chemistry Practical, Chemistry Section C.
I did quite okay for all the other papers except for Math.
I fell into immediate panic cum sian mode when I saw my results.
PASS..................Minus mark minus mark minus mark minus some more marks........Fail.
I'm not that happy with Geography.
Not my usual A1 but a B3.
:(

I got this whole month to buck up and score well for O levels.
Hm.
What am I doing online?

I shall go shower power and STUDY.
NO MORE BREAKS. I AM NOT A LAZY BUM.

Peace!

What syaf would say.

2010-09-12T07:28:00.000-07:00

I've updated my playlist to one of my favourite screamo/metal songs.
The bleeding - Five Finger Death Punch.

This is what syaf (a.k.a fellow sarcastic retard) would say:
"WOAH SOMEONE NOW SCREAMO AH!....*long pause*....(Talks about Art with her hilarious sarcasm)"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

And this is how we say bye to each other.
OKAY LAH BYE AH!..EH BYE AH! BYE!.....K AH BYE AH!!! *walks off*

Peace!

School.

2010-09-12T05:04:00.000-07:00

I have this fetish for Gangsta art.

Today's the last day of the September holidays.
It's a one week holiday but it felt like a day off from school.
Time flies and it flies really fast.
And before I know it, I'll be sitting for my first O level written paper.

I'm excited to go back to school.
It beats staying home and doing....nothing.
Well, nothing productive.

Class photoshoot tomorrow.
Yay!
I think we're allowed to randomly snap photos of ourselves so let us all have a blast.

Gotta kick this bad habit.

Oh yeah! I might change this blog's url.
Don't be shocked if you see this blog gone.
It's just under another link.
So ask.

Peace!

STICKAYE!

2010-09-11T10:41:00.000-07:00

You'll never understand how I feel.
To actually have hope for something that'll never happen was pointless.
Cos it'll never happen. So what's the point of hoping right?

A man can dream and that's what I should do.
Dream.

On a brighter note, Kai yun was kind enough to help me get STICKY candy.
Thanks kai yun! YOU ROCK SOCKSXZXZXZ!
I always miss it when I'm clarke quay.
Thanks to my blur sotong-ism.

Oh well.

My nose is stuffed up.
Irritating.

Peace!

Semi-conscious.

2010-09-11T03:52:00.000-07:00

I sort of jogged into my bedroom wall.
Major headache plus I can't feel my face.
Kinda reminds me of this :

Serious spastic face I have right now.
I keep moving it but I can't feel anything.

I swear, the holidays ARE boring.
I rather go back to school and get suanned by Marcus than stay home and play the staring game with my walls.
How am I going to survive the November/December holidays? I don't know.
Maybe I'll work.

Procrastination led me to lying on my bed with a THICK sweater on.
I wanna start art.
My mind says START but my body says "If you move, I'll go into seizure".
How....interesting.

Oh well.

Peace!

Clap your hands.

2010-09-10T08:49:00.000-07:00

My current BEST-TO-FREESTYLE-TO song.
Catchy.

Peace!

Baby baby baby babaye.

2010-09-10T08:14:00.000-07:00

I'm happy for you. :)

HARI RAYA!

2010-09-10T00:05:00.000-07:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL MAH MUSLIM HOMIES.

I.Await.The.Delicious.Kueh

It's at this time of the year that I remember my dad's friend, Uncle Roslan.
He used to invite my family over to his place.
Sadly, he passed away last year due to cancer.
I miss his random jokes and the RENDANG.
Oh mama mia, his rendang was AWESOME.
Man. :(

Oh well. In life, People pass on.

Anyways, I'm still contemplating on whether I should follow my family or not.

Peace!

Like I said.

2010-09-09T23:57:00.000-07:00

This is difficult.
If only thoughts could have a restraining order.

I've been waiting.

2010-09-08T07:26:00.001-07:00

I'll continue to wait patiently.

Tra la la.

2010-09-08T07:04:00.000-07:00

This song made my day.
Oh, you touch my tra la la. My ding ding dong.
LOL!

This is some harry potter scene mash-up made to fit the song perfectly.
I lolled so badly.

Peace!

Update.

2010-09-07T10:42:00.000-07:00

Updated playlist.

This song was like from last year?
Totally forgot about it.
Oh well. HAHA!

Peace!

Wordpress.

2010-09-07T08:45:00.000-07:00

If I don't post here, I'm either at my old blog HERE! or the post's somewhere in my head.

Peace!

Sekolaaahhhh.

2010-09-07T07:56:00.000-07:00

School tomorrow with the clown above.
ARTSXZXZ.
A Waffle and a cup of Honey Milk Tea before entering Hell.

OMG! I WANNA MEET MY SJAB PEEPZ.

Peace!

Popsicles and tattoos.

2010-09-07T06:36:00.001-07:00

The Ice thing I bought from Malaysia made me sick.
I feel so uneasy now.
Ugh.

I'm so bored.
I shall go design some tattoos.

I think this post's title makes a good blog link.
Shall change soon.
Or not.

Peace!

Honestly.

2010-09-07T04:06:00.000-07:00

I find this illustration cool. Thanks kin for introducing it to me.

Get the fuck outta my face.
You can really piss me off.

No haircut.
No dinner.
Cbb.

Peace!

Hallelujah.

2010-09-06T14:24:00.000-07:00

Time check 0525 hrs.
I'm done with E.Math and I'm almost done with Chemistry.
I like the progress.
Hallelujah, Amen.

My mom's gonna wake up soon.
She's gonna freak when she sees me awake.
But she MIGHT calm down if she sees me doing my work.
Yay!

I'm watching a Korean Mindgame on Youtube.
Hilarious shit.
I like the blurblocks and the dude with the purple sleeves.
I'll post episode 1 later.

Peace!

Meteor shower.

2010-09-06T04:47:00.000-07:00

Someday, I would love to see it.

I'm bored at home.
Thank god for an outing this Thursday.
I shall do Math later. A FULL MATH PAPER MUST BE COMPLETED!

Still pretty upset with the whole incident that took place yesterday.
No one talks to anyone like that, right Jasmeen?
That dead bitch is such a loser cos' only losers turn away when asked to listen.
Afraid of getting fired at much?
But, I still kinda slapped her hard in the face with what I said. Sorta.
The imapct might not be felt for the amount of fats she has.
STUPID BLUBBER QUEEN. DON'T ACT LIKE YOU'RE ALL THAT!
FAT FUCK.
*Breathes in and out*

Peace!

Holiday Inn.

2010-09-05T12:36:00.000-07:00

Stop, drop, KABOOM.

Holy crapzilla.

2010-09-05T09:21:00.000-07:00

I can't upload pictures from LA CAMERA.
Oh well.

Ultra-bored. Boredom maximus. Boredom extremo.
Help?

Okay so, I'm married to Jonathan on Facebook.
Something wrong somewhere.
Hm.
LOL!

Peace!

Fuck.

2010-09-04T21:19:00.000-07:00

Shit.

Loco.

2010-09-04T09:39:00.000-07:00

I'm fuckin' dying without you.
Would you please contact me asap.

My saturday.

2010-09-04T07:34:00.000-07:00

The posts's title is like song some emo shit band or some ultra-depressed singer would sing.
It might also be a song title of some HAPPY FOOL.
Don't know lah. The music industry confuses me but I like.

I slept at 0430.
Woke up at 1330.
9 hours of sleep bitches.
Ate and chillexed till about 1530.
Took my bath and got ready for tuition.
Tuition. As usual, Chitchatted with Mr. Tan. Hilarious lah he.
Our main topic for every tuition is FOOD.
After tuiton, Mamad's with cousins.
Ate so much. The cheese fries there is pretty awesome.
Went up to 5th floor. RIA ISN'T THERE ANYMORE :( Today was her last day before leaving for indonesia. No more ultra-shiok milo. :(
Petrol station. Bought some snacks.
HOME!

Imma do some chemistry later.
I feel very studious suddenly.
I'm focused and I should remain that way till the end of O's.
Then I can focus of PARTYING!

Bored.

Peace!

Chupa chups.

2010-09-03T10:50:00.000-07:00

Apple flavour bitches.

So, I'm chitchatting with Jasmeen on Msn.
Ohoh! HIIII JASMEEEN! I KNOW YOU'RE READING THIS! HAHAH!
Anyhoo, curent topic....shall not say.
It's not worth knowing actually.

It's beyond hilarious lah.
Ohmygod, what was I thinking back then.
Oh well, what's done is done.

Peace!