Question.

What have I done?
I don't deserve this.

Return.

It's been AGES since I've last blogged here.
Oh well, Tumblr won't seem to load and I need to blog to kill time so, yeah.

I miss school.
I really miss school.
Staying home and waiting for some form of entertainment to arrive sucks.
When I say entertainment, I mean TV shows or Internet games or Text messages or Calls.
Don't think dirty.

Bintan trip's arriving.
Sort of half-hearted.
I won't have a partner with me.
Like, If I wanna jetski, I gotta do it alone and stuff.
Maybe I am wrong.

4 days it may be but I am sure as hell gonna miss my friends.
Oh well.

CHRISTMAS is coming.
EXCITED!

Alrighty! Off to watch Miami Ink.

Peace!

Announcement.

I doubt the message will get passed on so,

Please DO NOT CALL OR TEXT MY HANDPHONE for the time being.
Incase of a need to contact me, FACEBOOK MESSAGE OR E-MAIL me.
I cannot assure you a reply tho'.

I just need to get away from everything.

Bob Marley

Truth is, Everybody is gonna hurt you.
You just gotta find the ones worth suffering for.

-Bob Marley.

I'm still finding.

Just a post.

I realised that when I miss someone, I get really crazy.
That happens also when I am bored.

The thing is, I don't like goodbyes.
Never will.
If you wanna abandon me or like leave me whatever, do it secretly.
I don't exactly know how but when you're desperate, you'll figure out a way.
Know what I mean?

Paranoia kicks in every night.
And with that, comes Insomnia.
I can't sleep. Why? Because I'm thinking of everything.
EVERY.DAMN.THING.

Sometimes, I just want to run away to some other country to escape whatever's happening here ; the drama, the betrayal, the loneliness.
"He's seeking attention. Totally" may be running through your heads right now but this is my blog, I say what I want.

I shall go sleep.
Atleast I know whatever I dream of tonight isn't real.

Peace!

Gone.

Where Art Thou?

Depart.

Helpless, as I watch you leave.