Just a post.

I realised that when I miss someone, I get really crazy.
That happens also when I am bored.

The thing is, I don't like goodbyes.
Never will.
If you wanna abandon me or like leave me whatever, do it secretly.
I don't exactly know how but when you're desperate, you'll figure out a way.
Know what I mean?

Paranoia kicks in every night.
And with that, comes Insomnia.
I can't sleep. Why? Because I'm thinking of everything.
EVERY.DAMN.THING.

Sometimes, I just want to run away to some other country to escape whatever's happening here ; the drama, the betrayal, the loneliness.
"He's seeking attention. Totally" may be running through your heads right now but this is my blog, I say what I want.

I shall go sleep.
Atleast I know whatever I dream of tonight isn't real.

Peace!