Angst.

-PARAMORE-

Just the band that can take me out of this nightmare, temporarily.

Okay so school was alright.
I am actually happy that the weekends are here.
I usually dread the weekends.
The weekends usually bore me to near death.
But it's a different story today.
I bet it's the same every other day starting from now.
I need a break. Too much homework stresses me to the maximum and on top of that Mountainous pile of homework, I have ART.

Dear lord.

I'm glad I'm close to finishing my Art coursework.
But here's the part that kills the mood.
ART PRELIMINARY PAPER AND ART PAPER 2.
Ohmygosh.

Anyways, I applied for Direct Poly Admission.
I used LEADERSHIP as my strength.
Hm, Hoping Singapore Poly or Temasek Poly takes me in after the interview.
Aerospace Engineering, Biatches.
Or maybe Aviation Management and Services.
Hallelujah.

I like to walk back home from school.
It allows me to THINK. Like really THINK.
And I've thought.
I miss my EBF alot. :(
The current one is too much trouble (Okay, not really but...)
You tell me this you tell me that.
I help, I help and I help.
But it's not good enough.
It's somehow always about you.

Being a close-to-adult-teen is no fun at all.
All these complications and confusion.
The dread and misery.
It's just a heavy load on my back.
O levels adds to it.
But I just have to work hard and survive this tiring journey.
It'll be over soon.
Positive mindset!

I shall do math.
It might help me feel better.

Sorry about the lengthy post.
Just wanted to let everything out.

Peace!