It always comes back.

I'm always chasing it away; these thoughts of you.
But it never fails to come back into mind.

How long more till I can be myself again?
I'm guessing AGES.
This musn't continue.

I want you back, ole' self.

I need someone to talk to.
But the topic will probably shock them so much so that I will be avoided.
Makes me wanna cry..
I'm really sorry if the past few posts have bothered any of you.
Like irritate you or something but my blog is where I let things out.

Peace!